Thank God for the new year..
It's been long since I last blogged.. The only thing I can say is Thank God for the year.. This year, I have a lot of plans and before talking about it, I will summarize my past few days shortly and hopefully I can post up the respective photos very soon.. 21Jan, I went to ShengSiong with mummy and grandmummy. 22Jan, I dyed my hair back to black. 23Jan, I went to help out at Surfer Paradise. 25-27Jan, I was at my family chalet. That's what I did in this few days.
Talking about Year 2009. I have decided not to return to Boon Lay Secondary considering the fact that I don't bear to part with my so called pride. I will re-take O level Elementary Mathematics as a private candidate and for the rest of my year, I will work. I know this is perhaps a bad decision but I still decided to do it this way. I cannot stand the fact that when I go back to school I will face 3 kind of people. 1) People like Miss Wee Khim Leng. She irritates me by looking at me with her eyes despising me. 2) People who asks me "why come back?? you shouldn't come back! waste time!"3) People who despises me in their heart or people who just shows it out. I'm sick and tired of these people and having to answer questions like "Why you come back? Fail ar?" I just can't bear to part with my ego and so called pride can. I admit, I'm not the kind of people who will humble themselves to get what they want. And I admit, I'm not someone of good temper although I have a good nature.
So, my 2009 resolution is to: 1) Take God seriously in my life.
2) Mend my relationships with my family
3) Really try not to be in any debt
4) Really study for O level E-maths
5) Work constantly to last for the year
6) Really try to lose weight for Sis's wedding
Anyways, I really am sad over my postings (By the way, I did not get into any Polytechnics and I am not going to appeal.)so people, please don't ask me about it anymore. I am not going back to Boon Lay Secondary School for lessons anymore and thats it. I am serious this time round.
what we could have been, 9:44 AM.