Thursday, June 25, 2009
This is the day the Lord has made!
I enjoyed my day!
Today I went to Bugis with my sister and killed my craving for sashimi after so many days!
I just love Sakae Sushi's Green Tea! :D
This is my sister! haha!
I just love to cam-whore!
This looked yummy right?
It turned out to be like this. OMG!
This is super fantastic one la!
It's her again! haha! :D
After that I went to the Church Wide BibleStudy. I can only say it was super awesome!
I enjoyed my day!
Today I went to Bugis with my sister and killed my craving for sashimi after so many days!
I just love Sakae Sushi's Green Tea! :D
This is my sister! haha!
I just love to cam-whore!
This looked yummy right?
It turned out to be like this. OMG!
This is super fantastic one la!
It's her again! haha! :D
After that I went to the Church Wide BibleStudy. I can only say it was super awesome!
what we could have been, 10:13 AM.
Monday, June 22, 2009
all of the sudden, iim struggling with myself. struggling with the fact that iim just not good enough. struggling with the fact that the transition now is going to make miie grow. I really thank God for loving me and wanting me to grow. I just need time. Everyone is willing to give me time but who is going to help me realise them one by one? I need a someone.. Someone who can help me overcome ostacles one by one .. not just chucking everything to me at one go, it's really helping me overcome one by one.
I need to cool myself down. I need to understand that at the end of the day, it's about me growing up. I need to think and change. 4 years in church and I'm still so childish? forget it .. I need to grow. Grow in maturity, grow in the spirit.
I really feel like just chucking everything aside and just leave. But am I really going to admit defeat over all these? So SORRY I'M NOT!
No matter how hard things will be, I will hold on.
God, Please help me.
I need to cool myself down. I need to understand that at the end of the day, it's about me growing up. I need to think and change. 4 years in church and I'm still so childish? forget it .. I need to grow. Grow in maturity, grow in the spirit.
I really feel like just chucking everything aside and just leave. But am I really going to admit defeat over all these? So SORRY I'M NOT!
No matter how hard things will be, I will hold on.
God, Please help me.
what we could have been, 11:51 AM.
Sunday, June 14, 2009
It's been long since I last blogged. Reason being I don't have my laptop with me. This June is a hectic month. Not exactly that good or actually really bad. I actually don't know how to say about it. Many things happened which lead to me disliking some people or actually liking some people. I really don't know how to say it. I'm not going to say in details what actually happened but I really need to let out how I feel.
I know that you won't see this post but I feel that I really want to say this. You are my one and only brother so I really want to protect you. Sorry if I really controlled you too much or done anything that made you unhappy, I am really going to let go soon. I just have a feeling that very soon I really cannot afford to take care of you anymore. I may not be the best sister around but I really want to give you the best. Should there be a day I cannot take care of you anymore. I can only say sorry. So .. from now, I will give you attitude every now and then so that we both can have slight independence and please don't blame me
I know that you won't see this post but I feel that I really want to say this. You are my one and only brother so I really want to protect you. Sorry if I really controlled you too much or done anything that made you unhappy, I am really going to let go soon. I just have a feeling that very soon I really cannot afford to take care of you anymore. I may not be the best sister around but I really want to give you the best. Should there be a day I cannot take care of you anymore. I can only say sorry. So .. from now, I will give you attitude every now and then so that we both can have slight independence and please don't blame me
what we could have been, 11:02 AM.
