Thursday, February 5, 2009
After much indecisiveness, I'm back in school again. Yes, as a Sec. 4 repeat..
It's been 2 days since I started school and it is not getting any better. Although the teachers are good and my classmates look friendly, I am not at all attracted to school.
I'm now also participating in SYF for CO as well and I feel that my cello skills are really getting from bad to worse.
Frankly speaking, I am really unhappy about going back to school and I despise the fact that I'm back to school. However, there's nothing I can do about it. It's my future isn't it? I have to put down my pride and strive on.
I will get back on my feet very soon despite being unhappy. Also, currently I have NO feelings for anyone. Whatsoever infactuation for people have already died off. Don't assume anything anymore!
It's been 2 days since I started school and it is not getting any better. Although the teachers are good and my classmates look friendly, I am not at all attracted to school.
I'm now also participating in SYF for CO as well and I feel that my cello skills are really getting from bad to worse.
Frankly speaking, I am really unhappy about going back to school and I despise the fact that I'm back to school. However, there's nothing I can do about it. It's my future isn't it? I have to put down my pride and strive on.
I will get back on my feet very soon despite being unhappy. Also, currently I have NO feelings for anyone. Whatsoever infactuation for people have already died off. Don't assume anything anymore!
what we could have been, 5:15 AM.
