Sunday, March 29, 2009
Life's somewhat the same just that I've moved on really fast..
Recently I made a lot of reflecting on the happenings around me and stuff.. A decision was made amidst of all these...
I MUST MOVE ON!
With the current targets I have, I must move on and catch up with the others.. Also, I think I'm going to let broken friendship be left unattended first. Studies come first and all others can wait except for SYF.
SYF is coming and I'm getting more and more tensed up. I feel that I am just not good enough. I will definitely train up myself more by commiting my mondays to practice. I must make good of my words. My blog will be my witness!
Anyway, on a lighter note, I've done a lot this week. I went for W401's very first Women's outing! I also went for a cellgroup outing a.k.a desmond's 'farewell' party for his india trip. I'm definitely going to put up photos.
Recently I made a lot of reflecting on the happenings around me and stuff.. A decision was made amidst of all these...
I MUST MOVE ON!
With the current targets I have, I must move on and catch up with the others.. Also, I think I'm going to let broken friendship be left unattended first. Studies come first and all others can wait except for SYF.
SYF is coming and I'm getting more and more tensed up. I feel that I am just not good enough. I will definitely train up myself more by commiting my mondays to practice. I must make good of my words. My blog will be my witness!
Anyway, on a lighter note, I've done a lot this week. I went for W401's very first Women's outing! I also went for a cellgroup outing a.k.a desmond's 'farewell' party for his india trip. I'm definitely going to put up photos.
what we could have been, 8:21 AM.
Monday, March 23, 2009
Today is Monday the 23th. I'm back in school after a one-week holiday in which I spent mostly on CO. I gotten year 2008's yearbook from the school today and found out that my face appeared many times in the yearbook. Some were nice, some were simply "OMG" ...
I actually didn't had much to write about. I just wanted to highlight what I saw in the yearbook. At the creative writing section, I saw HuiChing's Graduation essay and I felt touch in certain paragraphs.
Something very right in her essay is that "誰的人生沒有起起伏伏?熬過了苦日子,好日子就會到來."
Life always have ups and downs. And my life will not always remain down. Reading her essay really brought me back to the very first day I joined the Boon Lay Family, knowing her through a friend's sister.
Boon Lay really gave me a lot of "First Time". First time performing on stage; First time stepping in esplanade; First time overcoming my stage fright so on and so forth. I was a student councilor, a senior in Chinese Orchestra, a cellist and bassist, good friend's of many people. Boon Lay gave me all my "status". Boon Lay cultivated part of me.
Come to think of, repeating my Os may not be a bad thing. I'm now getting back on track and I know the importance of revising. I've drew up my targets for Mid-Year :
Lastly, I will be posting photos !!! hahas!
I actually didn't had much to write about. I just wanted to highlight what I saw in the yearbook. At the creative writing section, I saw HuiChing's Graduation essay and I felt touch in certain paragraphs.
Something very right in her essay is that "誰的人生沒有起起伏伏?熬過了苦日子,好日子就會到來."
Life always have ups and downs. And my life will not always remain down. Reading her essay really brought me back to the very first day I joined the Boon Lay Family, knowing her through a friend's sister.
Boon Lay really gave me a lot of "First Time". First time performing on stage; First time stepping in esplanade; First time overcoming my stage fright so on and so forth. I was a student councilor, a senior in Chinese Orchestra, a cellist and bassist, good friend's of many people. Boon Lay gave me all my "status". Boon Lay cultivated part of me.
Come to think of, repeating my Os may not be a bad thing. I'm now getting back on track and I know the importance of revising. I've drew up my targets for Mid-Year :
English A2
E-math B4
Combined Science A2
Combined Humanities B4
Mother Tongue A1
L1R4 13
E-math B4
Combined Science A2
Combined Humanities B4
Mother Tongue A1
L1R4 13
Lastly, I will be posting photos !!! hahas!
what we could have been, 8:30 AM.
Saturday, March 21, 2009
I'm finally online after my endless effort of making my internet work.. My internet was down for almost a week because of the stupid Mio Box modem.. Now, I'm using back my old modem.. Lots of time wasted. *sigh*
Today morning, I actually wanted to blog using my phone but the attempt was unsuccessful.. I actually wanted to blog about the morning quarrel I had with my mother.
I quarreled with her again over money.. Just some usual stuff.. Nothing much.
I was really angry and was typing lots of nasty things. Luckily for me, I failed to publish it out.
I did a lot during this few weeks.
I will try to load up photos when I'm more available..
Counting down 28 days to SYF. I'm really nervous... I'm really a noob with Bass... I'm left with no much time and I need to memorise the scores.. Luckily Mr. Ji (Lao Ji) understands that I cannot absorb it too well although I'm managing quite well...
Today morning, I actually wanted to blog using my phone but the attempt was unsuccessful.. I actually wanted to blog about the morning quarrel I had with my mother.
I quarreled with her again over money.. Just some usual stuff.. Nothing much.
I was really angry and was typing lots of nasty things. Luckily for me, I failed to publish it out.
I did a lot during this few weeks.
I will try to load up photos when I'm more available..
Counting down 28 days to SYF. I'm really nervous... I'm really a noob with Bass... I'm left with no much time and I need to memorise the scores.. Luckily Mr. Ji (Lao Ji) understands that I cannot absorb it too well although I'm managing quite well...
what we could have been, 11:39 AM.
Thursday, March 12, 2009
Somehow I don't see why some people are treated with such great importance and yet some are just materials to be trash.
I just feel so demeaned and so little in face with certain people. They treat me like trash, they treat me like a domestic kind of help just that it's not in the field of housekeeping.
Yes, I am Jealous. Jealous of why some people can just be so respected when I see why I shouldn't be respected. Yes, I am Irritated. Irritated about why I should always accommodate to some people and why it looks so natural that I should be the one giving in. Yes, I am bad tempered. I want it to be!
People can really change tremendously just after the tick of 12 on 1 January of each year. Some people can be so important in the previous and so small in the latter .
Today, I skipped school again. Somehow I just didn't feel like going, Anyways, it won't be much of a difference yeah? I just detest the fact that I have to wake up so early for school. I used to wake up at 7am in the morning for school at 7.20am ... now I have to wake up at 5.45am.. see the difference? However, I have been having this routine for very long.. Anyways, Whatever.
Today I was just looking back at my photos and stuff in my laptop and something struck me. I am now kind of ungrateful and hard to be contented. I got a digital camera for my birthday yet I'm not a bit happy at all.. I really got to reflect now...
I just feel so demeaned and so little in face with certain people. They treat me like trash, they treat me like a domestic kind of help just that it's not in the field of housekeeping.
Yes, I am Jealous. Jealous of why some people can just be so respected when I see why I shouldn't be respected. Yes, I am Irritated. Irritated about why I should always accommodate to some people and why it looks so natural that I should be the one giving in. Yes, I am bad tempered. I want it to be!
People can really change tremendously just after the tick of 12 on 1 January of each year. Some people can be so important in the previous and so small in the latter .
Today, I skipped school again. Somehow I just didn't feel like going, Anyways, it won't be much of a difference yeah? I just detest the fact that I have to wake up so early for school. I used to wake up at 7am in the morning for school at 7.20am ... now I have to wake up at 5.45am.. see the difference? However, I have been having this routine for very long.. Anyways, Whatever.
Today I was just looking back at my photos and stuff in my laptop and something struck me. I am now kind of ungrateful and hard to be contented. I got a digital camera for my birthday yet I'm not a bit happy at all.. I really got to reflect now...
what we could have been, 4:44 AM.
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
Today is 040309. My mum bought me a new digital camera. $319. I've waited for very long before I got this camera yet I wasn't a tiny bit of excited. Somehow.
By the way, We talked . 2 days after we didn't talk, I surrendered. I sms-ed him and so called seek forgiveness.. Somehow.
By the way, We talked . 2 days after we didn't talk, I surrendered. I sms-ed him and so called seek forgiveness.. Somehow.
what we could have been, 7:03 AM.
