Thursday, March 12, 2009
Somehow I don't see why some people are treated with such great importance and yet some are just materials to be trash.
I just feel so demeaned and so little in face with certain people. They treat me like trash, they treat me like a domestic kind of help just that it's not in the field of housekeeping.
Yes, I am Jealous. Jealous of why some people can just be so respected when I see why I shouldn't be respected. Yes, I am Irritated. Irritated about why I should always accommodate to some people and why it looks so natural that I should be the one giving in. Yes, I am bad tempered. I want it to be!
People can really change tremendously just after the tick of 12 on 1 January of each year. Some people can be so important in the previous and so small in the latter .
Today, I skipped school again. Somehow I just didn't feel like going, Anyways, it won't be much of a difference yeah? I just detest the fact that I have to wake up so early for school. I used to wake up at 7am in the morning for school at 7.20am ... now I have to wake up at 5.45am.. see the difference? However, I have been having this routine for very long.. Anyways, Whatever.
Today I was just looking back at my photos and stuff in my laptop and something struck me. I am now kind of ungrateful and hard to be contented. I got a digital camera for my birthday yet I'm not a bit happy at all.. I really got to reflect now...
I just feel so demeaned and so little in face with certain people. They treat me like trash, they treat me like a domestic kind of help just that it's not in the field of housekeeping.
Yes, I am Jealous. Jealous of why some people can just be so respected when I see why I shouldn't be respected. Yes, I am Irritated. Irritated about why I should always accommodate to some people and why it looks so natural that I should be the one giving in. Yes, I am bad tempered. I want it to be!
People can really change tremendously just after the tick of 12 on 1 January of each year. Some people can be so important in the previous and so small in the latter .
Today, I skipped school again. Somehow I just didn't feel like going, Anyways, it won't be much of a difference yeah? I just detest the fact that I have to wake up so early for school. I used to wake up at 7am in the morning for school at 7.20am ... now I have to wake up at 5.45am.. see the difference? However, I have been having this routine for very long.. Anyways, Whatever.
Today I was just looking back at my photos and stuff in my laptop and something struck me. I am now kind of ungrateful and hard to be contented. I got a digital camera for my birthday yet I'm not a bit happy at all.. I really got to reflect now...
what we could have been, 4:44 AM.
