Tuesday, May 19, 2009
I was kind of emotional yesterday hence I forgot to blog about those happier stuff.
I went to KFC yesterday with Li Zhen, Leon and Skye after service.. During service Toro performed! He is just so handsome! I seriously think that he look like the Calvin of Fei Lun Hai.. After eating at KFC, Marlyn came to meet me and we (Leon, Skye, Marlyn and me) went to Billy Bombers to kill cravings as Bakerzin do not have enough seats for us. We spent the whole afternoon there chatting and relaxing there. It was really relaxing and that was the first time in few weeks that I ate something so sweet. I really felt that my Sabbath was holy and relaxing!
Thank you Leon, Li Zhen, Marlyn and Skye for making my day!
I went to KFC yesterday with Li Zhen, Leon and Skye after service.. During service Toro performed! He is just so handsome! I seriously think that he look like the Calvin of Fei Lun Hai.. After eating at KFC, Marlyn came to meet me and we (Leon, Skye, Marlyn and me) went to Billy Bombers to kill cravings as Bakerzin do not have enough seats for us. We spent the whole afternoon there chatting and relaxing there. It was really relaxing and that was the first time in few weeks that I ate something so sweet. I really felt that my Sabbath was holy and relaxing!
Thank you Leon, Li Zhen, Marlyn and Skye for making my day!
what we could have been, 1:15 AM.
Sunday, May 17, 2009
PEOPLE ARE JUST MOVING ON SO QUICKLY THAT THEY FORGET ABOUT CERTAIN PEOPLE...
That's what I got from thinking through with Benjamin about recent happenings. 天下無不散之宴席.. It's time I really let go. isn't it?
Hanging on the bitterness is going nowhere for me. I should learn to let go. Perhaps cellgroup members are just the best.
Anyways, I did a lot of things with my cellgroup members today! We went Billy Bombers. We stayed for very long chatting.. It's really a very good sabbath for me. Super relaxing.. I love W401!
That's what I got from thinking through with Benjamin about recent happenings. 天下無不散之宴席.. It's time I really let go. isn't it?
Hanging on the bitterness is going nowhere for me. I should learn to let go. Perhaps cellgroup members are just the best.
Anyways, I did a lot of things with my cellgroup members today! We went Billy Bombers. We stayed for very long chatting.. It's really a very good sabbath for me. Super relaxing.. I love W401!
what we could have been, 10:44 PM.
anyways, on a lighter note, I'm going to blog about this few weeks when my beloved laptop is not with miie.
09/04/2009
Sports Day
It's so unexpected to see them there can.. And I really admire my camera for her ability to take photos from the field up to the grandstand..
Ah Ben and me. Like so so so long never see him already! I pestered him for a photo.
10/04/2009
Cellgroup celebrated Wilson's birthday after the Easter Service.
This cap is a gift from Shirley and me to Wilson. Nice right? I choose one. :D
The cellgroup gave Wilson a Zara Tshirt as birthday gift.
W401 is so beloved can!
My No.1 !!
GiGi and mie =)
14/04/2009
ShiHui Birthday
Pretty right?
See she so happy..
She was super fascinated by the cake can... its watermelon cake!
4 ge hao peng you!
09/04/2009
Sports Day
It's so unexpected to see them there can.. And I really admire my camera for her ability to take photos from the field up to the grandstand..
Ah Ben and me. Like so so so long never see him already! I pestered him for a photo.
10/04/2009
Cellgroup celebrated Wilson's birthday after the Easter Service.
This cap is a gift from Shirley and me to Wilson. Nice right? I choose one. :D
The cellgroup gave Wilson a Zara Tshirt as birthday gift.
W401 is so beloved can!
My No.1 !!
GiGi and mie =)
14/04/2009
ShiHui Birthday
Pretty right?
See she so happy..
She was super fascinated by the cake can... its watermelon cake!
4 ge hao peng you!
what we could have been, 4:41 AM.
A day just passed by so quickly.. Again it's end of the day and very soon I will be welcoming another new day again.
Somehow, the day reaches the end and I would just have bangs of loneliness knocking in my heart..I just feel that I only have mind-faith instead of real faith [mind-faith + heart-faith]. Every time I would just tell myself "God will be with me, God loves me no matter what happens" but I really lack the heart-faith that "God is with me, God is still loving me" .. Perhaps LiZhen is right, she will pull me along.. But I don't want that. I want to grow even more . I really really love God and I know God is almighty. Believing him, I have real faith. I believe with all my heart and all my soul that God is there. So I am going to discipline myself to not succumb to the Satan anymore. I'm going to change for the better!
Somehow, the day reaches the end and I would just have bangs of loneliness knocking in my heart..I just feel that I only have mind-faith instead of real faith [mind-faith + heart-faith]. Every time I would just tell myself "God will be with me, God loves me no matter what happens" but I really lack the heart-faith that "God is with me, God is still loving me" .. Perhaps LiZhen is right, she will pull me along.. But I don't want that. I want to grow even more . I really really love God and I know God is almighty. Believing him, I have real faith. I believe with all my heart and all my soul that God is there. So I am going to discipline myself to not succumb to the Satan anymore. I'm going to change for the better!
what we could have been, 1:55 AM.
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
I'm now at Shirley's house watching taiwan show with her laptop and blogging with my laptop! :D
I just simply love my laptop can.. My laptop is now repaired and working very well!
I'm like so tired yet I just couldn't sleep. I will really find time to blog out my pictures :D
I just simply love my laptop can.. My laptop is now repaired and working very well!
I'm like so tired yet I just couldn't sleep. I will really find time to blog out my pictures :D
what we could have been, 4:39 PM.
Yes. It's 3:36 A.M now yet I'm still in front of the laptop.. I just couldn't sleep. I have this anxiety in me no one can ever comprehend. I just feel so helpless at times wanting to give up studies but I simply cannot afford to do it. I was just blog hopping hoping that I would feel tired and pack off to bed. I simply just can't .. Recently a lot a lot of things happened. I now have an addition to my 'family' a new brother - Yong Shang Zheng. Many people don't understand my rationale for being so good to him. Somehow. I have my own reasons. Sometimes, venting on the blog is something that really helps me a lot. I don't know why.
I have an exam later at 8 am yet here I am blogging. I just want to blog my anxiety down. I'm seriously afraid . Afraid of failing E-math, SZ failing his subjects and also my mum's poor health. I really don't know how to say. I really feel that I might have depression.. I'm experiencing those symptoms now. Somehow.
I'm going to try to sleep. Hopefully my anxiety will just go away. :(
I have an exam later at 8 am yet here I am blogging. I just want to blog my anxiety down. I'm seriously afraid . Afraid of failing E-math, SZ failing his subjects and also my mum's poor health. I really don't know how to say. I really feel that I might have depression.. I'm experiencing those symptoms now. Somehow.
I'm going to try to sleep. Hopefully my anxiety will just go away. :(
what we could have been, 3:36 AM.
Monday, May 11, 2009
FINALLY! my LAPTOP is REPAIRED!!
at least.. now ii can watch all my favorite shows and blog ! recently.. a lot of things happened and it's all beyond my control! I'll blog more about it again soon ! and now I'm in Toa Payoh Mac.. hahas
at least.. now ii can watch all my favorite shows and blog ! recently.. a lot of things happened and it's all beyond my control! I'll blog more about it again soon ! and now I'm in Toa Payoh Mac.. hahas
what we could have been, 2:51 PM.
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
pathetically, my laptop is still not back with miie... I'm collecting it on next monday!
Yeah. Yesterday was my birthday and yes, I did not celebrate. All of the sudden just felt that birthday is kind of meaningless..
Thanks everyone for your messages! So sorry I cannot reply because my phone service is down. Somehow.
Leon and Wilson gave me a tigger as present! I seriously love it because it's cute! haha!
Cellgroup gave me a bag as present and I love it too! I love whatever the cellgroup gives me! hahas!
SimYee: Thanks for the message, yours were the first message I received.
Joselin, TeoHuiPing, YeoHuiPing, HuiJuan & ShiHui: Thanks for your message! :)
KelvinLimHuiHuang: Thanks for your message! I was really shock to see your message and help me tell xiao mei happy belated birthday as well. hahas! :)
XiangLin: Though I didn't know how you know my birthday, but still thanks alot!
Benjamin: Although you didn't remember my birthday but still asked me and messaged me. I appreciated it =) btw. you were the only one who messaged me out of the seven.. :)
Wilson & Leon: Thanks for the message and present! I love the tigger. It's so cute can! Thanks alot!
Yeah. Yesterday was my birthday and yes, I did not celebrate. All of the sudden just felt that birthday is kind of meaningless..
Thanks everyone for your messages! So sorry I cannot reply because my phone service is down. Somehow.
Leon and Wilson gave me a tigger as present! I seriously love it because it's cute! haha!
Cellgroup gave me a bag as present and I love it too! I love whatever the cellgroup gives me! hahas!
SimYee: Thanks for the message, yours were the first message I received.
Joselin, TeoHuiPing, YeoHuiPing, HuiJuan & ShiHui: Thanks for your message! :)
KelvinLimHuiHuang: Thanks for your message! I was really shock to see your message and help me tell xiao mei happy belated birthday as well. hahas! :)
XiangLin: Though I didn't know how you know my birthday, but still thanks alot!
Benjamin: Although you didn't remember my birthday but still asked me and messaged me. I appreciated it =) btw. you were the only one who messaged me out of the seven.. :)
Wilson & Leon: Thanks for the message and present! I love the tigger. It's so cute can! Thanks alot!
what we could have been, 7:40 PM.
