Sunday, May 17, 2009
A day just passed by so quickly.. Again it's end of the day and very soon I will be welcoming another new day again.
Somehow, the day reaches the end and I would just have bangs of loneliness knocking in my heart..I just feel that I only have mind-faith instead of real faith [mind-faith + heart-faith]. Every time I would just tell myself "God will be with me, God loves me no matter what happens" but I really lack the heart-faith that "God is with me, God is still loving me" .. Perhaps LiZhen is right, she will pull me along.. But I don't want that. I want to grow even more . I really really love God and I know God is almighty. Believing him, I have real faith. I believe with all my heart and all my soul that God is there. So I am going to discipline myself to not succumb to the Satan anymore. I'm going to change for the better!
Somehow, the day reaches the end and I would just have bangs of loneliness knocking in my heart..I just feel that I only have mind-faith instead of real faith [mind-faith + heart-faith]. Every time I would just tell myself "God will be with me, God loves me no matter what happens" but I really lack the heart-faith that "God is with me, God is still loving me" .. Perhaps LiZhen is right, she will pull me along.. But I don't want that. I want to grow even more . I really really love God and I know God is almighty. Believing him, I have real faith. I believe with all my heart and all my soul that God is there. So I am going to discipline myself to not succumb to the Satan anymore. I'm going to change for the better!
what we could have been, 1:55 AM.
