Monday, June 22, 2009
all of the sudden, iim struggling with myself. struggling with the fact that iim just not good enough. struggling with the fact that the transition now is going to make miie grow. I really thank God for loving me and wanting me to grow. I just need time. Everyone is willing to give me time but who is going to help me realise them one by one? I need a someone.. Someone who can help me overcome ostacles one by one .. not just chucking everything to me at one go, it's really helping me overcome one by one.
I need to cool myself down. I need to understand that at the end of the day, it's about me growing up. I need to think and change. 4 years in church and I'm still so childish? forget it .. I need to grow. Grow in maturity, grow in the spirit.
I really feel like just chucking everything aside and just leave. But am I really going to admit defeat over all these? So SORRY I'M NOT!
No matter how hard things will be, I will hold on.
God, Please help me.
I need to cool myself down. I need to understand that at the end of the day, it's about me growing up. I need to think and change. 4 years in church and I'm still so childish? forget it .. I need to grow. Grow in maturity, grow in the spirit.
I really feel like just chucking everything aside and just leave. But am I really going to admit defeat over all these? So SORRY I'M NOT!
No matter how hard things will be, I will hold on.
God, Please help me.
what we could have been, 11:51 AM.
