Wednesday, July 8, 2009
Today, things between us turned for the worst. It's actually not a bad thing either. Now that I feel that I'm beginning to hate him that much. I don't have to care about him anymore. Even if he were to turn to those stupid gangsterism path I also don't care.
You don't want to tell me your thoughts, so be it. I've already gotten used to you not telling me. It makes no difference for me. So what if I want to be that evil person? Being good doesn't benefit me either so why must I work so hard to be an angel? I don't see why I should work so hard for you. I can work hard for others but not you. at least for now. I can act as if I don't know you when I'm on the streets because I simply don't give a damn about you anymore.
You don't want to tell me your thoughts, so be it. I've already gotten used to you not telling me. It makes no difference for me. So what if I want to be that evil person? Being good doesn't benefit me either so why must I work so hard to be an angel? I don't see why I should work so hard for you. I can work hard for others but not you. at least for now. I can act as if I don't know you when I'm on the streets because I simply don't give a damn about you anymore.
what we could have been, 2:15 AM.
